The Girl Who Smiled Beads  by Clemantine Wamariya
Audiobook read by Robin Miles

People who survived genocide suffers mentally. How long will the lost home and family and childhood haunt around and they would just pop up the unexpected way at anytime. The sufferings are long- lasting. People can hardly understand emotionally. Individual survivors can be labeled as genocide survivor easily but hardly get respect for their personal experiences and humanity. Genocide destroys  and things will never be the same again, people will be the one they used to be again.