damn happiness 尘世的幸福

 

《爸爸爱喜禾》

 

这里的爸爸是蔡春猪,儿子是喜禾,爸爸爱喜禾,但是喜禾爱的却是茶壶盖。

自闭症和忧郁症,到底是生理引起心理状况还是反过来,并没有一个确切清晰的定论,但是也的确还没有办法帮助这些小众融入大众。

其实严格说起来用“帮助”这个词是有点一厢情愿的,自闭症的小孩内心可能是喜乐,或者是空白,或者是其他,但是未必都比普通人的状态更浪费生命。

“They all looked so damn happy to me. Why couldn’t I look like that?” ( The Pursuit of Happyness )

We couldn’t feel the feeling until the time we went through it. I mean, we can learn to describe it using a lot of words which would also be used by the one who once felt that, but these words cannot actually arise the subtle pain and relief. It’s really strange to know that the unique me would turn out to be just another common human being, another poor creature when facing disaster.

Sometimes it feels pretty good to be part of a team, of the majority. After all, being common means no difference from others, that you can share the feeling of  every happiness and sorrow of them, which would seem to happen to you someday ahead. When looking closer, there seems to be no common person. Everyone just suffers from detailed matters that drive them happy and sad and horror and whatever.

《妞妞》周国平

特别悲伤,看到后记妞妞的爸爸妈妈并没有走到最后就更悲伤了…

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