Intimacy

Attached – The New Science of Adult Attachment and How It Can Help You Find And Keep Love

by Rachel Heller

Audiobook by Amir Levine

Different kinds of problems faced by troubled persons. I don’t know why am I listening to this yet this one is very easy to understand with its simplicity.

 I’ve got more busy after giving birth to the baby. And more tired feelings. Like I’m heading straight into the middle life crisis. Ohm. Life.

Can’t believe that someday he will forget all the laughter and times filled with warm happiness and lullabies, forget it all. Anyway I will hold these times till my death. I love him dearly. Life will never be lonely with the tiny, cute, demanding, gentle and smiling boy. Oh my boy. How lovely is that.

Literally I can remember just a few broken pieces of my youth, not even my infancy. But younger versions of my parents go into my dreams all the time. I hate it that everyone is growing old and incompetent.

The world is a mess out there because of the COVID-19 pandemic. The community is locked down. More precisely the city is halfway locked down. Driving to work costs less than 20 minutes, which is even less than the usual weekend times. Yet personally I’ve got extra opportunities of working from home, to stay with the baby.

I have spent too much time on web fictions, gossips on WeChat, complains on Zhihu. So updating on this website slowed down. I will try to take back the beforehand practice to do a few comments on each book that I have finished.

Always the best quiet time that belongs to myself is the one that when I wake up in early morning on weekends.